Just trying to find my thoughts.


He was the same age as my baby. I cannot imagine the pain his parents feel. I cannot fathom it. The pain that is searing through their hearts. I look at my kids and cannot imagine one of them not being in my life. They are the most important people in my life. How can this happen to any parent? My heart hurts. 

There are just so many things that I do not understand. I know everything happens for a reason but child death is just seems too hard to bear. Our children are gifts that we should never take for granted. Hold yours close to your heart. 

Stop what you are doing and call/hug/kiss them.  We just never know when our time together can be over.  Life is not about the breaths you take, it is about the moment that take your breath away. Allow yourself to make memories with your family, take pictures and capture them forever. Someday all that will be left are those pictures and those memories. Hold your babies while they sleep. Breathe in their scent, feel their breath on your skin.  Get on the floor and play, run care free. Just be with your babies.
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