One Step At A Time...

I think I am getting old way before my time. I cannot remember anything! I had a whole list in my head of things that I needed from Wal-Mart on Saturday. We go to Wal-Mart and leave without a single thing that was on my list! Now I am down to two of my Lansinoh breast pads,, I went to our local grocery store and picked up some no name ones for 9$ :-| and they SUCK! Their extra absorbancy doesn't work. I am so mad at myself for wasting 9$ because I cannot remember anything! It has been like this since I gave birth, I just hope it is related to crazy hormone changes. It is driving me nuts.

My baby weighs 12.5 lbs and is 22.5 inches long. She is doing well and the doc is pleased. She us becoming a full time booby baby, she really hates formula. I still cannot believe she is one month already!! Waaahh, Cohen's 2nd birthday is gonna kill me! Why Why!! I am having issues with this whole growing up thing!

Sigh... My baby girl is already 1 month old. How did a month pass already? I cannot believe it. Than again Cohen will be 2 in a couple of months. Why do they have to grow up so fast? Time needs to let them stay little for longer. I love wayching them grow though. Learning new things and exploring the world is all part of growing up but growing up doesn’t need to go by so fast. I remember thinking I cannot wait to grow up and do what I want, when I was a kid. Man now I would love to have the care free days of my youth again. This is my song for my kids. Let Them Be Little by Billy Dean I can remember when you fit in the palm of my hand. You felt so good in it; no bigger than a minute. How it amazes me you're changin' with every blink. Faster than a flower blooms, they grow up all too soon. So let them be little, 'Cause they're only that way for a while. Give 'em hope, give them praise, Give them love every day. Let 'em cry, let 'em giggle, Let 'em slee

Look at my little pea pod!!!!!!!!

I got to go shopping for more than food today. Thank God for my MasterCard LOL. I got the cutest oneies and sweat shirt for Lilybaby and the cutest jean jacket for Mr Cohen at The Children's Place all for 40$! Than I went to Wal-Mart and bought myself two shirts for 4$ a piece! I also hit up Value Village and got Lily's halloween costume, a scarf for me, hat for Lily and footise pjs for Cohen. All for 15 $!! I am bargain shopper lol. I also have a renewed love for the Dollar Store. It was fun to be able to buy more than the nessecities to get us through to the next paycheck! I will have to take some pics of the kids in their new clothes and post them. That is all for tonight, I am so sleepy now.

We woke up to this! Looks like we need to get ready for winter. We checked the weather last night and it said it was only going to rain. Well they were wrong. My parents only live 10 minutes away from my and they only got rain. I love the snow for the holidays than it can leave! Unfortunately they are calling for a long, hard winter this year, I guess this just the beginning.

that I would get such an amazing husband! Adam is the most amazing man. He will do anything for his babies and I. I love how his eyes light up when he comes home to us. He is my son's hero and our daugther's first love. Adam, I don't know if you will ever read this but I want you to know how much I am in love with you. You are the other half of my heart and I cannot imagine my life without you in it. You have been a major support through some of the hardest times in my life. You were there, helping me through the births of our beautiful children. I love you .

I went to Wal-Mart last week and they have their Christmas stuff out!! We bought 3 tree ornaments. I have already bought gifts for my brother, brother in law, father in law, sister in law, my mom, nephew, and the 3 kids my kids play with all the time. I am so proud of myself so starting my shopping so early! I am desperately trying to be finished before the rush starts. It was so fun to watch Cohen get excited about the display trees and their lights. His eyes were full of wonder and excitement. I cannot wait for the holidays to begin!

I hate stupid cartoons. There are toys everywhere. I live in a sea of cars and loud noisemakers. I need to clean up. I need out of this house!!!!! My random thoughts of today :D

We had our baby girl! Her name is Liliana Samantha. She was born Sept 27th @ 11:55 pm. She weighed 9.15 lbs. She is absolutely perfect and we are in love. Cohen is slowly adjusting to being a big brother. He loves her a little to much sometimes. He was horrible when we came home but is getting a lot better. I think he has realized she is not leaving lol. It is hard getting used to the sleepless nights again. We are all readjusting to our newest member! That is my update!